LOOK at it!!!
It's just some deadlockgridlock (thanks egg), caused by STEWPIG people!!!
Great yeah? No one goes anywhere... U block him, he block me, I block you... Now, everyone just sit there waiting and trying to go in front lar... Can have dinner and supper there also...

I think most of the time, half of my stress comes from TRAFFIC! Mainly caused by people SO stupid and so INCONSIDERATE! Traffic caused by bottleneck, we blame the people that drew up the road and all, but most traffics are caused by inconsiderate people, that don't think twice about blocking your way, although they have no where to go...

You can OBVIOUSLY see that the front car has stopped and that the side car wants to turn, but you have to press on the accelerator, to reserve your space on the road to go straight and block the way of the turning car... I don't know why, I always end up in the position of the turning car... So I always end up glaring at those STEWed-PIGS... One day, I'm going to have my camera ready, everytime someone block me like that, I'll post their photo up in the blog! MUAHAHA...

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I've been having BAD BAD VERY VERY BAD network connection the whole day... Suddenly made me feel that internet is so important... Like without it, I feel disconnected from the world... Like Sasha say, living in a hut on the tree...
No water, no electricity, no phone... WOO HOO... so so lonely...

Why lar, everyday so bad connection... Can't even check email... Imagine that... :(
I want fast network lar... Like this ar, maciam zaman dulu dulu, use tmnet 1515 leh... ISH!!!

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I ALWAYS complains about the same thing... hahaha
First before holidays, I complain about how the time passes so slow, and all...
DURING the holidays, I complain about boredom and nothing much to do...
AFTER the holidays, I complain about missing the time off (not having to work) and that I can't find my working mood...

I'm a big huge rusty pot, filled with nothing but COMPLAINS!!!! ish!!!

Yeah, it's been 2 weeks after the holidays, but yet, I still can't find the proper working mood... DIE LAR! Like that ar, I can prepare to get fired liao.... :(

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is everyone else out there as bored as I am?
because of the cancellation of travelling plans (which I initially complaint because it ook up all my CNY holiday) I now complain about being bored... Why ar? nothing to do lar... Because we cancelled/postpone all the plans that was supposed to be scheduled this 3 days, due to travelling, now that we didn't travel, we have NOTHING to do at all... SO SIEN LEH!
Where got ppl, chinese new year nothing to do one leh?

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It's chinese new year, but my mind is in a mess... Emotionally disturb, kind of...
Little Rachel is sick on and off, and because of that, our actual plan has all been changed, I have suddenly turn from a very busy schedule to a very very free one...

But my mind is all disturbed, full with guilt of not going to visit the grandmas in Ipoh and Johor, full with worry of Rachel's on and off sickness... I guess that's enough to put my mind in a disturbed DISTURBED manner...

I just needed to rant... SIGH

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Wondering why no post from me today?

I have a post all ready, saved in drafts, and the post does not have any meaning unless I post the video... and YES! You's guessed it correctly, network problem again... I couldn't seem to pass 88% of uploading the video into YouTube... ALWAYS stops at 88%, I've tried the whole day!!! :(

Anyway, I just suddenly saw that I have tonnes of cuts on the fingers my right hand... 1 cut on each finger, all of different got hurt method, and I HAVE NO IDEA watsoever on how they happened... Why ar? Get Cut Day ar? (cut off from youtube, cut on finger) <- yeah yeah, silly, but I'm a little emotionally unstable now too... GRR!!!

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Eee.. I talk about gambling/betting a lot today hoh??? Aiyah, nemmind lar... Just today... hahaha

You know what? I bought 4d yesterday (yeah, once in a while lar), and the number I bought was 9165... According to my mom (cuz I didn't check lar, she settle for me mar), FIRST PRIZE number was 2165!!!!! WAHLAU EH!!!! Somemore, yesterday was special draw, so there was only 1 company lar, I tot got 3, so I prepared RM9 to buy, when mom told me oni 1, I said oklar, put all RM9 in (some buy big some buy small lar)... Difference of 1 number, and I could have been 21k (or more) richer!!! RM21,000!!!

SO GERAM!! :(

p/s: I think that teaches me a lesson, money never comes easy... So work hard and stop betting! hahaha...
p/p/s: I was just told that I would have gotten RM24,000! :(

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Yeah, as Sasha calls it, I having blog diarrhea today! hahaha....
But I HAVE to add this to the loo... :P
Tecky just got online, and told me a good news!! Said his work in Brunei is done, left another meeting tomolo morning, and then he'll be heading home, a day earlier than expected.... good hoh? hahaha....

Yeah lar yeah lar, I sound pathetic, 1 day oni also so happy... DAMN pathetic... But, with Tecky back, don't have to stay in mum's house, and can get back to our daily routine mar... So much more comfortable bed also, with a life size bolster... hahaha... :D

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New Year eve...

That's the date Rachel got her first knock in the head!! About 8pm... :D

We were in my uncle's waiting for dinner, and Rachel was sitting on the laminated floor playing with toys, when all of a sudden, she fell to the side and had a slight knock on the head... Good thing she hit my leg a little, so the knock wasn't bad... I don't see any swelling (hehehe), and she didn't cry much at that time... But it was her first knock after all...

Anyhow, New Year weekend is VERY tiring!! I don't know why, Rachel is extremely cranky since Saturday (I have many more things to post about on Rachel, with photo/video, but have to wait for backdated post lar, cuz can't edit my photos on my brother's pc)... She has been waking up earlier than usual (5:30am), and has been very difficult to put to sleep... I don't know what's wrong... SIGH... I hope I can rest more tomorrow before heading back to work... I hope she gets better... What a new year!!!

Labels: Rachel Huan, Ramblings

Is it just me, or is Maxis service deteriorating???

Since I changed to my iPaq, I have requested for their MMS and GPRS settings... Well, you see, they have to email me the steps cuz there's no automated sms for iPaqs... So well, OK! I waited... Waited and waited I did, but it took them more than 1 month!!!!!! I called them yesterday and demanded them to get it sent, and got the email today morning...

I did all the settings, but I STILL CANNOT CONNECT! Why leh?

So call them I did... *GRRRR*
I was all ready to scold the person that picks up, but lucky Maxis, the person was so soft spoken and so polite, tak sampai hati to scold pulak! hahaha.... But the reason she gave me was a bit perplexing... Maybe anyone of you knows, can tell me ar?

She said, my sim card is activated with 3G, GPRS & MMS (cuz previously using N70 mar), but now the iPaq I use, no 3G, so I have to deactivate 3G to be able to use GPRS???!! Err, I told her to try, but but, it doesn't really make sense does it? Anyone can explain ar????
Oh, I'm still waiting for the 2 hours deactivation & activation process... So don't know if it'll work later or not... *shrug*

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This photo is not edited on purpose! Cuz I don't think it's worth the effort! hahaha

You see, we were on this inclined lift in KekLokSi Temple (I don't know why we paid RM4 for it!!! *roll eyes*)... I was carrying Rachel and standing at the front of the 'lift', looking out... I moved to the corner to allow space for a friend to squeeze in to take photos...

The next thing I know, my friend was practically 'forced' out of the space I made for her, by this idiotic japanese aunty! AIYOH! She then squeeze me even more, to create space for herself, and her grandkid, so she can see the lift moving up!!!!!!!!

Later, my friend told me that this SUPER RUDE aunty, 'flicked' her back, like signalling an 'excuse me' kinda thing, and then moved herself in... HELO!? No manners ar? As my friend said, if you want to let your grandkid in, we totally understand, she short mar, wanna see mar... JUST SAY LAR! Do you need to FORCED everyone else away? HELO!? I'm carrying a baby also lar, cannot see ar? Somemore forced me to thecorner that I already was... Somemore dare to stare at me!!!!!! And I have ALWAYS thought that Japanese are polite! It was already like sardine packed in there, but I just have to take her photo and show you guys how RUDE she actually look... Even from her face, can see her rudeness... *SO ANGRY*

Anyone know her? TEACH her some lesson! BAH!!!

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Header in the radio (MyFM) today, that every single day, Malaysians make an average of RM17 MILLION worth of SMS (yes, ONLY sms, no calls or mms)!! CRAZY right?


Give me 1 day, just 1 day... I can live the rest of my life, NO NEED TO WORK! hahahahaha

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Well, the stay in hospital was CANCELLED!! Why ar?

I was actually all prepared, laptop, photos, dvd, scrapping layouts and all, to cure the boredom and control the fear at night, Rachel and maid sent to inlaw's house and all... In the end, the stay was NOT ALLOWED!!!! They only allow stay overs for single room patients! Like that also got ar? ehh, didn't know leh... We did contemplate to upgrade to single room and pay off the difference between insurance coverage and room charges ourselves, but then were afraid that it will void the whole coverage, therefore did not...

Hubby and I stayed with MIL (which at that point of time, were all drowsy, dozing in and out of sleep, not knowingly) until 10:30pm... There's this couple that visitted the next bed patient there too... I tell you, they are SO SO inconsiderate... The joked and talked and laughed, like they are in PASAR (market) leh... I was SO tempted to go over and tell them to please leave so MIL can rest well... Good thing MIL was still drowsy, else!!! ISH!

Anyway, everything is well now, but as predicted, a very busy and tiring weekend... Running here and there, in and out of hospital... By the way, MIL passed wind and motion the day after the operation, which was EXCELLENT, so she started soft food since Saturday! She also started walking and LAUGHING on Saturday too, which is the day after the surgery... Doesn't even look like a person after operation lar... Which made things very easy for everyone else lar... :D

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SIGH... I'm looking at a busy busy scary weekend...

I'll be on leave this friday, as mother-in-law will be admitted to SJMC and Tecky (hubby) and I will be sending her there and accompanying her, cuz she is kinda afraid of the surgery... She has fibroid in her uterus, and the operation is to remove the whole system, ovaries and all... She has to be in the hospital for a good 5 days, after the near 2 hours operation...
(That's why have to miss a birthday party this saturday for you-know-who... Sorry yeah... )

As she don't have any daughters, and only one daughter-in-law for now, I am feeling the responsibility to take care of her... I know since no one is going to be around that could stay the night with her and that she was hoping someone will after hearing from grandma about the need to have a person with her, being the DIL I know I should, cuz she got no daughter also mar... But but but... I VERY SCARED OF HOSPITALS LAR!!!! When gave birth to Rachel, the whole night I cannot sleep and kept waking up, and I have to admit, at one point I was paranoid until I cried. I'm damn scared of hospitals at night lar... AIYOH!!! How leh? :(

Anyway, I was thinking of making porridge for her after the operation, any suggestion on what is good for after operation patients??

Updated:
Eee... updated due to Timo's comment, no lar, it's not sexist... Just that her insurance only allowed shared rooms, and that said, men cannot stay the night mar...
As for the why I'm afraid of hospitals, I don't know, maybe, but but, it's just an automatic fear that creeps up and I don't know why... I'm just SCARED... maybe it reminds me of all the bad incidents I have with hospitals as Tecky puts it, maybe the ghost stories we hear or we see since young, maybe, maybe, maybe, I don't know.... Is there such thing as hospitaphobia????

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What is the thing you hate most about work?

For me, it's office politics... IT SUCKS!! (hasn't been a lot of negativity in this blog for a while, but now it's back! hahaha)

I hate sucking up to bosses, and I despise people that does... How could they defy themselves by nodding to something that they don't even agree of, just because the boss says it... I see how 'fruitful' this act is, but is it really worth 'selling' your own self?? Sometimes of course we can't do much about it if the bosses are stubborn such that they don't admit to their wrongs, but these people always just sucked up to bosses' ideas...

Most of the time, you step all over other people to suck up on those above you, not realising that one day, the stepping stones that you used, might turn up to be one that you have to suck up on! How come people never thought of how things would be when the table is turned around??
I guess part of me is just angry when thinking about it, but I don't really want to figure it out, because I don't really want to be in any end of this sucking up game...

A note to Rachel : Dear Rachel, DO NOT EVER turn out to be at the sucking end of the game eh? Stay clear of work politics, and succeed with your own capabilities instead of succeeding by being such a sucker! Learn to dodge though, do be stepped on by all this 'work politician'! :D

p/s: To Michelle's comment, I'm not writing this because I'm facing it or anything in this current office, but just a thought that came across from hearing from friend today... Sorry for misleading... I must postscript, else if my HR finds out, I will be questioned eh? HAHAHA...

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*sob* *sob*
I didn't do that on purpose...
I was just driving down the road (behind Subang Parade) after picking hubby up from the station...
I didn't see her coming (I didn't stop to check the gender, but I assume it's a her)...
I accidentally bang into her, head on, there was a loud bang (the sound of hitting something) in front of the car...
She 'crossed the road' without looking (I assume she should have looked) left and right for on coming cars...
I don't know why she was flying so low...
Yes, I bang into a low flying bird, and judging from the impact, I think I killed her... :(
I feel so so bad, but I still do hope she died, cuz the impact was pretty bad, and if she dind't die, she would have a bad internal injury, I wouldn't want her to suffer...

May God bless the soul of the bird I accidentally killed, and may the bird rest in peace...
I feel bad... but I really really really didn't do that on purpose... :(

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I don't know how many of you uses HongLeong (HLB), but I have ALL (I repeat, ALL) my accounts there, except for one in Maybank which was required for company's salary... ALL my other savings and current account are attached to HLB.

Read this.

I've been trying and failing to do my internet banking transactions since last week! I have issued some cheques which need to be cleared to ensure I don't get charged unnessary interest, and now, I haven't manage to transfer the money over to my current account, so if I get charged interest, who's going to bare leh?

Also, I feel disappointed that HLB did not put in notices earlier on the downtime, and the slow troubleshooting time. As a database administrator/developer, I understand that certain things are just unavoidable, but they are down for 5 days now, and I think is a very serious matter. They do owe all of us a huge apology, and better make sure I don't get charged interest or penalty (cuz my current account doesn't have enough money for the cheques that I've issued, as I haven't manage to transfer money over yet), else I going to call up HLB and SCOLD them liao!

I know, it's also my carelessness, I shouldn't have all money in 1 bank... Hehehe...

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Ever since Rachel returned home, we've been using a night light at night, so I don't have to turn on the lights to check on her in the middle of the night. Something happened last Saturday, which made me pretty disturbed with night lights now... :(

Rachel went to sleep after her feeding (err, I'm talking as if she can walk herself *slap forehead*), I mean to say, Rachel was put to bed after her feeding (that sounds better), while hubby and I stayed in the living watching TV. All of a sudden, we heard a loud sound of something bursting/breaking!!!

The whole room smelled of burnt plastic, and I found the plastic cover of the night light ON RACHEL!!!!!!! Ish!! I don't know if she was hit by it, but I doubt it, as she was still sleeping soundly... The whole thing fell into pieces, showing all the burnt wirings, also, the connecting plastic was 'burnt' and out of shape! That was just like less than an hour since we on it that night!

Though we are still using 1 now, temporary of course, we have completely lost trust in night lights, and are looking for better solutions. So those of you that are using night lights, please be careful...

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I am SO happy... It's Saturday again, and I'm an hour away from finishing work...
(Yeah, I'm blogging with company's time, but it's SATURDAY, work mood is near zero, or probably subzero... HeHehe)

This photo was taken on 9th October (Monday), and little Rachel was SO happy to see me, she can't stop smiling... I'm HAPPY!! Of late, she's showing a lot of preference towards me, and yeah, I did tell myself, "SEE! Nothing to worry about leh?" haha...

We'll be bringing Rachel to Sunway Pyramid later, because Daddy & Mommy need to buy somethings, so little Rachel get to go shopping! It's also her little uncle's (my youngest brother) birthday today, we having steamboat AGAIN! (I'm about sick of steamboat)... I'm looking forward to next weekend, because Rachel'll be having her first outstation trip, we are going to Ipoh for her great-grandma's birthday celebration... Lets wait and see how things go, but I foresee lotsa trunk space taken up by Rachel, hehehe....

It's WEEKEND!! WooHoo.... Happy Happy JOY JOY... *dance dance dance*

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As I posted yesterday, I was sick. Doctor's advice was, STAY AWAY FROM CHILDREN!

For the first time, my worries didn't linger around my sickness, but it went straight to, HUH?! HOW? HOW HOW HOW? How do I stay away from little Rachel?? :(

As soon as I got home yesterday, Rachel looked at me and smiled a big cute smile, and probably was wondering how come Mommy is standing like a meter away from me and not coming nearer. Then she smiled to me again and raised her right hand towards my direction. Told her I am sick, and I can't carry her. Tina (the maid/baby sitter) carried Rachel away so she won't see me. That's when little Rachel cried! I just can't let her cry on, so I showed my face again, a meter away, and she smiled and this time, raised BOTH hands in my direction! After a while, probably realising I won't be carrying her, she started crying again! It is SO TOUGH! :(

Anyway, as babies are, after staying away for like 5 minutes, she stopped crying and played with Tina... As for me, I took my medicine and slept until dinner time!

I'm feeling much better now, despite still having slight fever, but throat is at least bearable! Hubby did get some mask from the pharmacy, but Rachel just couldn't recognise me with the mask on... Hopefully the fever will go off by today evening so I can carry and hug little Rachel as usual...

This is probably the first time I'm taking all my medicine seriously, and following the time strictly! I want to get well soon so I can play with my girl, and I don't want to have virus in me that could infect her... This adds to the changes that Rachel caused in me eh? =D

Labels: Parenting, Ramblings